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   Bill Moro remembers 9/11 fondly.

   He’d gotten up early that morning to go to work at the paper mill like
   any other day. Tucked into the southwest corner of Massachusetts, not
   far from the New York and Connecticut borders, the area around Great
   Barrington, where Bill has lived his entire 67 years on earth, was once
   one of the centers of paper production in the country but not so much
   anymore due to they closed all the plants. Bill’s plant, now known as
   Onyx Specialty Papers, the last mill in the area, sits on the
   Housatonic River, which travels 150 miles south from there and winds
   its way down into the Long Island Sound. If he’d picked up a copy of
   the Berkshire Eagle that morning Bill would’ve seen headlines that
   didn’t seem all that out of the ordinary. Pittsfield’s Postmaster
   transferred, read one. Experts say Mideast talks already in doubt
   another.

   And then it was 9/11.

   “I was at work when it happened,” Bill said. “Of course we didn’t have
   a television there, but we had a radio and a newsflash came across the
   radio. So of course everything was dead silence.”

   Bill and his co-workers finished out the day, and not knowing what else
   to do he said fuck it, let’s go bowling, and man is he glad he did
   because it was the best game of his life. He’d never bowled so well in
   decades of trying. He’d never bowl so well again. Amidst the chaos and
   fear and uncertainty of the world changing in ways neither he nor the
   rest of us yet understood, Bill Moro went and bowled a perfect damn
   game on 9/11.

   I first heard about Bill’s game this summer when someone on Twitter
   posted a picture of him. When you bowl a perfect game at the Cove
   Lanes there in Great Barrington where he lives they go and put your
   photo on the wall as a way of commemorating a memorable and festive
   occasion.

   I knew instantly I wanted to talk to Bill when I saw the photo but he
   wasn’t so easy to track down. I reached out to the bowling alley and
   after a couple weeks Juanita O'Rourke one of the owners wrote me back.

   “I do believe that the bowler who bowled the 300 on 9/11 no longer
   bowls at the Cove and has not for many years,” she told me. “I do not
   have contact information for him although I do believe he is local.
   Hope that gives you something to go on,” she wrote. “Sorry I’m not much
   help.”

   O’Rourke bought the lanes with two of her nephews in 2003. Both of the
   nephews had worked there doing odd jobs in exchange for unlimited video
   games when they were kids, and the timing was perfect for one of them,
   Michael Hankey, to try something new because he’d lost his job of 10
   years at the Rising Mill when new ownership closed it down the year
   before. Built in 1873, the Rising Mill was once the biggest employer in
   the area, and was listed on the Register of Historic Places in 1975.

   I asked everyone I knew from the Berkshire County region if they knew
   anyone named Bill Moro. Why, they’d ask. Uh…Because I saw he bowled a
   perfect game on 9/11 and I wanted to interview him about that, I said,
   which made me feel like a pervert of some kind. Being a reporter is
   weird.

   And then, finally, on 9/11 of this year, I found what I thought might
   be the number and address for a William Moro in Great Barrington. Could
   it be him? Would he even still be alive?

   It was our man. The man. Bill the man.

   His lovely wife answered the phone and didn’t seem all that surprised
   when I explained sheepishly what I was calling about. “17 years ago
   today he bowled a perfect game down there,” she told me with pride. It
   was as if they’d been waiting for someone to call this entire time.

   Bill and I had a great chat, and then tragedy struck anew: The next day
   my computer crashed. Motherfucker.

   The interview, along with a ton of other work I’d been doing,
   disappeared forever. Was I getting too close to the truth?

   A couple months later I said screw it and decided I’d call Bill back
   and do it all over again. We’d had a great chat and I didn’t want to
   let his story go untold. He was happy to oblige me. After all 9/11 was
   one of the best days of his life.

   Bill and I talked about his big game, the changes to Great Barrington
   and the paper industry, and his opinions on everything from Donald
   Trump and Bernie Sanders, to, well, let’s just say the pins weren’t the
   only thing Bill was surprised to see fall so fast that day.

   Walk me through the game that night. When was it?

   Well, we started at 6:30 in the evening for practice, and then at 7 the
   league starts. So of course everybody was talking about the events of
   the day.

   And you all decided, despite what happened, you might as well go
   bowling anyway?

   Yeah. They still held the leagues. Everybody else was going to be there
   and they didn’t cancel anything, so all the teams showed up.

   How regularly had you been bowling?

   Once a week. We bowled every Tuesday night.

   Tell me a little more about the day.

   I was at work when it happened. Of course we didn’t have a television
   there, but we had a radio and a newsflash came across the radio. So of
   course everything was dead silence. We’re listening and listening to
   all the things that are going on. We stayed at work. When I got out of
   work I went home and watched the news, got home probably 3:30ish, had
   supper, then I got ready to go bowling. Just had the TV on all the
   while listening to all the updates, and the reruns, the constant reruns
   they were showing.

   When we got to the lanes of course everybody was talking there and they
   had TVs on at the bar. It was a lot of conversation about… wondering
   what would happen next.

   Do you remember what you were all thinking? Were you scared? Did you
   think we were going to go to war?

   Well, we knew it was a terrorist attack, and the investigation was
   where they came from, how they got in, how they managed to do all that.
   It was a high alert for everything, railroads, planes. Of course they
   grounded all the planes. There was no war, we weren’t worried about
   war, but the talk was about getting back at them. Find out who did it
   and strike back.

   Was that your first perfect game?

   Yes! My one and only. It was fantastic. I had been bowling steadily in
   leagues probably, let’s see, I started in leagues when I was around 28
   or so. I’m 67 years old now.

   Was it common for other guys in the league to bowl perfect games?

   Well there’s a few guys that…they have a lot of pictures on the walls
   down there of people who bowled 300. Once you get one they put your
   picture up. There’s some guys, I’ve got a couple of nephews, I think
   one of them has probably 30 perfect games.

   Wow that’s crazy.

   I never bowled a perfect game again. I haven’t bowled in probably 12-13
   years now.

   Why did you stop?

   Because of the establishment. They weren’t taking care of the
   facilities very well. The league started, well, we think they were
   screwing around with the money, so our team voted to drop right out. We
   got tired of it.

   You didn’t go to another lane?

   The only one nearby is up in Pittsfield, about 14 miles from here. It
   wasn’t worth traveling all the way up there, bowl for two and half
   three hours, then come back late at night.

   Yeah that doesn’t make sense. You recently retired from the paper mill
   you worked at?

   I’m gonna retire next March. I’ll have fifty years in. Now it’s called
   Onxy Specialty Papers.

   What exactly do you do?

   Personally? I finish and ship roles. It’s a machine, you’re operating a
   machine, and then you’re on a clamp truck, where you load trailers. You
   do office paper work… I started in the paper mill when I was 18.

   What’s changed about it since then?

   There’s a lot. The progress of the equipment, different papers they
   make, new procedures. A lot of changes in fifty years!

   People don’t seem to use as much paper as we used to right?

   Well it depends on the papers now. It’s different papers that we make.
   It’s a specialty. It’s not writing paper, it’s not newspaper, it’s
   papers they use in transmissions, friction papers. One of our biggest
   items now is a blood paper they use for sampling blood, that goes all
   over the country. We make paper for laminates.

   I guess people don’t really think about paper that much.

   Exactly!

   Were you in a union there?

   No they never had a union. They had a couple of votes years ago and
   they never passed, so we’ve never been unionized.

   They treat you ok though?

   Yeah. The pay is good and the benefits are good.

   The reason why I’m interested in your story is because there’s
   something fascinating about going bowling directly after a terrorist
   attack, right?

   Well that was the concept. Rudy Giuliani, at the time, said America’s
   gonna go about their duty, we’re not gonna let this divert us in
   anyway. We’re America we’re not gonna be scared by this. Everybody
   should do what they do, and we did. The whole country did. We didn’t
   just stop. We had jobs to go to, functions to go to.

   Do you remember what people were saying, any conversations?

   No, just discussing who did it and why and how they managed to get on
   board. You can think about it now, but there’s all these conspiracy
   theories they have out there now too. I’ve been looking at a lot of
   that online.

   You find it a little suspicious how the buildings came down right?

   Oh yeah. When you hear experts say it was a planned demolition, the way
   they came down. Thermite and different things that were used, and how
   fast they cleaned up and got rid of evidence. You gotta admit they did
   a quick job cleaning up that mess to get things back in order. And
   Building 7, which was not effected at all. That just came down? That
   was very suspicious to me.

   Do you believe any of these other conspiracy theories they have going
   around now?

   Well, there’s a few. The biggest one they were talking about on the
   news just recently was about the Kennedy assassination. The anniversary
   of that. The government hiding things.

   Who do you think did that?

   Oh, well, from what I understand Johnson had a lot to do with it. He
   and Kennedy were always feuding. Kennedy said something or did
   something to Johnson and Johnson said he wasn’t going to let him get
   away with it. They had an interview with Johnson’s mistress. She gave a
   lot of evidence too, so…

   Interesting. The world is pretty crazy.

   It is.

   You’re not a Trump guy though, right? What do you think about him.

   No! I despise the man. He’s not doing a good job at all. I don’t like
   his arrogance. He’s manipulative. He wants to be like Putin. He wants
   to be a tyrant. He wants total control, control over the judiciary,
   over everything. He gives his family, who are not qualified for the
   positions, he gives them positions.

   Were you a Clinton supporter?

   Well…. Much of what she did was good, but because of all the
   allegations and stuff, we were kind of tired of Clinton for a while.
   Eight years of her husband, then all her positions in the State
   Department and everything else. I really don’t know, just time for new
   blood.

   What about Bernie?

   Bernie had very good ideas for the people. Universal health care,
   that’s one of the big topics. One thing Trump wanted was to get rid of
   was Obamacare. He was gonna make it better: Repeal and replace, all
   that. He hasn’t done anything for healthcare!

   You prefer candidates that care about working people.

   Absolutely. The rich are getting richer. The tax plan just showed that.
   That was supposed to be trickle down. Look what’s happening with GM
   now. Closing plants, thousands of people are going to be out of work.
   It’s just not working.

   What’s Great Barrington, MA like? Kind of artsy and cute?

   Yeah it’s a tourist place now. Antique stores, just a lot of shops. A
   quaint little town.

   Has it changed since you were a kid?

   Yes it has. It’s gotten… it’s changed a lot for the wealthy people.
   You’ve got tourists that come in from the cities, so that changes
   prices and attitudes. Some of the out-of-towners have gotten involved
   in restructuring the view of the town. They redid the whole Main St.,
   which is a mess. It’s not very good.

   Did they put a marijuana dispensary out there? What do you think about
   that?

   We have one here. I never had marijuana. I don’t do drugs, never did.
   So I don’t… I guess it’s ok. If alcohol is legal they’re just going to
   have to monitor it the same way they do alcohol.

   I think I read somewhere that Cove Lanes was supposed to be an
   influence on the Farrelly Brothers. You know those guys?

   No I don’t know them. I never heard that.

   They made the movie King Pin. You ever see that?

   Yes, I’ve seen that!

   Do you have a favorite bowling movie?

   Oh, I don’t know that there are many.

   What about The Big Lebowski?

   Nope.

   Oh you gotta watch it. It’s so good.

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